July’s Twilight

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posted Jul 9, 2023


  Yesterday, I was treated to one of July’s lovely, long lasting twilights. I had earlier in the day overseen what I considered some dramatic changes to our garden by a landscaping crew: some pretty ground cover in a once barren area, additional flowers strategically placed in several spotty...

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Holy Cow! My Daugther is Autistic!...

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posted Nov 9, 2022


E. Marmer | Free to Navel Gaze A few days ago, I learned that my 28-year-old daughter Sophie is autistic, and I’ve been walking around semi-stunned ever since. Not because the diagnosis changes any of the facts on the ground- my daughter is who she is and I’ve observed...

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Smitten

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posted Sep 11, 2022


This is a confession.  I have to face facts and stand in judgment.  Please be merciful for I have become that which I once held in ridicule. That most tiresome and clueless imposer of …. things about my cat.  E. Marmer | Free to Navel Gaze Thus far (for the most...

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New Words

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posted Jul 19, 2022


In the fall of 2017, I was in a desert, devoid of creative impulse or self-kindness. I had had a sprinkling of published writings, a small following online, a few commissions for my paintings, and some sales at various artshows, but it all drained away when my heart broke....

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The Luckiest Bastard

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posted Dec 16, 2019


E. Marmer | Free to Navel Gaze My father Stanley taught me gratitude the way he taught me everything, which is to say, in the fewest words possible. In contrast, when telling a story, or bringing history alive, boy, could he grandstand. His descriptions were drawn out, delicious, almost...

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When She Was Here

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posted Jul 11, 2019


E. Marmer | Free to Navel Gaze When she was here, my mother would lie on her bed after I helped her shower, on top of the long white towel she insisted I put down so the bed wouldn’t get wet. But I thought of that towel as part...

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